Tracy

Well since this whole blogging thing has started I have felt like someone is looking over my shoulder. When I left Tonya’s “I just had a baby but will beat the breaks off all of ya” class —I actually thought of rewarding myself with a cupcake!?!? Who does that? For that 45 minutes of pure hell I was willing to erase it with :20 seconds of sugar! I sat in my car thinking what was I doing to myself… that’s what this Body Image thing does to you. It makes you really look at WHY you are doing things to yourself… OVER AND OVER AGAIN. Well it stops now.

All the trainers have always been tough but fair. If they took it easy so would we honestly. So I know that this weight loss thing is REAL and so is my life… I want to live for God and my family. 4 ½ more weeks …

OK…I have this swimsuit that I would LOVE to wear on my cruise. I think it’s pretty cute. I want to look like Demi Moore when she came out of the water in Charlie’s Angels ( I KNOW I KNOW she was RIDICULOUS but hey a girl can dream).

Problem is I keep letting the TWO PIECE (Popeye’s, KFC) get in the way of my TWO PIECE! I have been at Body Image Fitness for TWO years and I am my own worst enemy. I want to get past this only down 16-20 pounds and push ahead to 15-20 pounds more.

I have 5 weeks to get my mind connected to my reality.

I’m originally from Dayton, Ohio. I love watching ANY and ALL Sports and playing in athletic activities! I ran track in high school and college… you run hurdles and jump in sand for 13 years and it WILL catch up with you!!! I hurt DAILY! I am a BOILERMAKER stuck in Buckeyeland!

I work A LOT…I have a career that doesn’t end on the holidays or take off on the weekends… I’m ok with that though. It’s what I signed up for… what I didn’t AGREE to was the weight gain after the age of 35! I put a MAN in front of my working out— MISTAKE!!! I gained about 36 pounds!!! After I dumped that jackhole I went back to focusing on my spiritual health which oddly enough is DIRECTLY connected to my physical health go figure?!?!? So my goal I would like to reach by June 2012…

My major goals:

• See the Hollywood sign BEFORE I turned 30— CHECK
• Get a MBA and buy a home by 33 — CHECK
• Go to a new country/place I’ve never been every year— CHECK
• Lose 30 pounds—- WELL…..

From the words of the great poet Chris Brown I would love to “chuck-eth up the DEUCES” to these last 20 pounds… come’on Bootcampers…Help a Sistah out!